I don't have any intention of ever sending this e-mail to you, but I need to get a few things off of my chest so this will be sitting in my drafts folder until I get around to deleting it. I know that we used to be friends before everything happened between us. I don't think I'd ever want to have a friendship with you again and that does pain me to say... well, type out I suppose. For the longest time I've been completely baffled with how some people can treat others - most importantly - the ones they claim to care for. You were full of lies - lies that I easily bought into because I trusted you and maybe I was little naive at the same time. I think that's where a lot of the hurt stems from, it would be a different circumstance if we didn't know each other so well prior. I meant the things that I was saying to you and I just wish that you meant them as well.

I never thought that I was special; however, you made me feel that way without even trying and maybe that's where I made my big mistake. I usually don't try to hard in capturing anyone's interest because I figured if it's a mutual feeling there's no need to work too hard to get someone you want - perhaps that was my second mistake. I keep replaying what might have gone wrong and I continue to come up empty because I didn't do anything wrong and our demise wasn't my fault as much as I felt like it was. Every time I admit to having seen a future with you I can't help but laugh - it's ridiculous. The fact that I saw so much that involved you and I was getting excited for what could possibly be in store for us while you were too busy chasing tail to even notice.

My greatest downfall is being too trustworthy and maybe you took advantage of that without me even noticing. I love to see the good in people and I continue to do so until they give me a reason not to trust them. I don't think I deserved this. I don't think I deserved how things ended. I suppose this letter is my way of gaining some sort of closure and a simple way for myself to finally move on with my life. I've surrounded myself in my new album and for the first time since the beginning of February I'm extremely happy and excited for what's in store for us. I'm noticing that I'm actually okay with you not being in my life. I know we talked every single day whether it was via e-mail, text, or online and it's nice to know that without speaking to you I'm actually doing quite well - it gives me the perfect opportunity to make new friends and ones that will respect me and actually care if I'm doing all right.

This letter is just a goodbye. I'm standing back up on my own two feet and I can't do anything but smile at how you're driving your life. I suppose the main thing is if you're happy and if you are then good for you, I'm glad you found that happiness you were craving.

Þú munt alltaf vera stór hluti af mér, en nú er kominn tími til að láta fara.

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